Miss America was raped 650 times by her pedophile father before age 18, once by her dr during OB exam, no arrests due to Multiple Personality Disorder and then fear of murder. When she first confronted her dad, he nearly murdered them both. When she told others, he murdered himself. Yet she became a TV star and motivational speaker bigger than Tony Robbins could evar be.
Hello Mrs. Atler,
I like what you said on your website that you read and reply to every email, heres your test haha.
A recurring theme in this email is women (or men) who dont get justice, closure and treatment often become homicidal, if not serialkillers. Maybe you have not worked with those type of women but i have. My family are lawyers and judges so i find criminal justice interesting, not scary, both defense and prosecution, including dozens, er, thousands of murder cases.
Im currently seeking justice for a murdered girlfriend, butchered alive for $5-million organ harvest, her beating heart cut out of her chest, police refuse to investigate, VIPs involved, she did prostitution to pay her dealers, murdered same day she got out of prison, 2 years for possessing 10 tobacco cigarettes. She never met her father.
So your life's work is extra important, more people need to hear it though nobody could possibly work harder than you did.
In his 70s my dad, a successful attorney and politician, finally got counseling for pedo rape by a judge, XXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXX XXXXXXXX XXXXXXXXXX, he said he was extorted with a pedo video, he was in several secret societies.
My xwifes mom was incested n chained in the basement, pimped by her mafia parents when Hillary Clinton's father ran the Chicago Mob, 2 brothers murdered by mafia, only found half of 1. Her mom was alcoholic with MPD as an adult, no therapy until she fled her normal loving husband n kids who read her diary of secrets after death.
Ive read Cathy Obrien's books on her life in Catholic CIA presidential sexslavery with deprogramming from MPD by MKULTRA. Ive watched psychopath felon Dr Sam Vaknin on youtube say that psycopaths can only be treated as child alters with MPD, often from child incest n pedo rape, that felons may not be throwaway losers too dangerous for society to tolerate. Ive read that President Bush Sr wore a cowboy hat when pedoraping President Bush Jr, long documented history of kidnapping boys, most didnt survive. Ive studied Bohemian Grove, Johnny Gosch, Franklin Coverup, Hampstead Satanic kids. Ive studied the arrests and verdicts in billionaire pedo sexslave extortion operations like Jeff Epstein's Pedo Island and Claire Bronfman's NXIVM. Hillary Clinton's Frazzled.RIP cannibal snuff kiddie porn on convicted pedo Congressman Weiner's laptop. Hunter Biden's laptop seized by FBI with vids of him raping his neices, incesting his sisters, raping bloody 10 year old Asian girls screaming from broken bones, uncut vids posted online by anti-communist Chinese news agency, no arrest so far, with his sister's diary in rehab saying her daddy President Biden incested her. I read that politicians, spies, mobsters and serialkillers use pig farms and mortuaries to dispose of murder victims. Necrophilia is a thing for Ted Bundy and Bohemian Grove presidential retreat.
Then I read your book, Miss America By Day, that described many similarities to those other successful VIP victims who also escaped MPD DID. You have certainly faced your fears, the fear of death, fear of sports, fear of public speaking, fear of people, fear of parents, daily, for decades. You are fearless. Or just learned to live with extreme pain.
"I have decided to set myself on fire... but not for very long." My centerfold spread in AUTOSPRINT magazine in Italy. In my day job I worked with nuclear bombs. Only 1 driver was killed in the making of these photos, Marcel Albers crashed at Thruxton Circuit, catapulted into the grandstands after collision with his American teammate sponsored by Hollywood star Jason Priestley. 10,000s of fans were deathly silent as his sobbing fiance was led back from the crash scene.
I know that fear and pain, i seek sports and careers that try to kill me daily, and girlfriends who do the same. Ive hosted my own TV and radio shows, won awards in Hollywood, got a degree in TV broadcasting, played sports with royalry and world champions in front of 100,000 spectators broadcast live on TV, always excruciating stress. Now I have 30 feet of ulcers from Crohns Disease and ulcerative colitis, coincidence?
I gave your book to a girlfriend last year. She was in prison. Where her daddy put her for his crime. I could not afford to visit her, due to lack of money and time, i often had to rufuse her very expensive calls. I knew she was hurting, i heard it in her voice and messages. She thought a church had sent her the book until i told her, i never confirmed that she read it. Maybe she was too afraid to? We never really discussed her dad. I told her that her mom told me what she suspected that her dad had done. She never denied it. My girlfriend never discussed that with me, as i visited her in jails, as i put her in rehab, as we went on dates, with her daddy stalking us to introduce himself and nearly rip my arm off shaking hands in a beauty salon, like a jealous lover. She asked to move in with me, i said ok. Instead she moved in with her deadbeat junkie pedo dad on the run from the law. That got her sent to prison. In prison she begged to start a new life together, that she loved me. When she got out of prison, she ghosted me. I pray your book gave her strength to face her dad n other predators.
I had 12 girlfriends in prison that year, a new Guinness World Record im sure. Gulag Amerikana, for crimes like hosting Bible home church, buying $5 Sudafed at Walgreens, dementia, poverty, mental illness. They all had similar lives, survivors of incest and pedophile rapes, they were all friends, who spent most of their lives in a cage. Like you wrote that you respect street people who turn to drugs when the child traumas are too painful to bear, they found that inescapable trap. Like you, they constantly left those who loved them, as if afraid of love. They cried, sobbing deep, souls on the verge of death trying to survive.
One "murdered" her hooker junkie mom (who was dying anyways), with the Mercedes i gave her for Christmas. She was picked to tell her story by the TV show Beyond Scared Straight, screaming at delinquent kids to not end up in jail like her. But i knew her entire story unfit for TV, except for 1 story she was too terrified to tell me, the only remaining possibilities are raped by her mom, gangraped by her mom, pimped by her mom, stories i heard from other gfs, and my xwife.
The ones i got closest to all had Multiple Personality Disorder (DID) or other dissociations. Their child personalities desperately needed to talk to me, to tell me their horror stories they had never told, often with homicidal violence, to me, to both of us, what was done to them. One childs voice told of her babysitter tying her up and gagging her daily, promising murder, terrified by a teenage girl, until she finally screamed the truth to her mom during her moms fight with her bf who was the rapists uncle, my friend was 5 years old. When i occasionally put them in jail, they agreed it saved their lives. They had all ended up in the sex business, preteen prostitution to pedophiles, sugarbaby, stripper, pornstar, all addicts to numb their pain n amnesia madness. It could take years before they revealed those secrets to me, thats when the rage began.
My closest girlfriend now is in prison, where i put her, she has untreated MPD and schizophrenia, she woke me with a baseball bat to my head then set me on fire, no prison for that. Her mom said my gf is demonpossessed, ive met that demon she calls The Beast inside her, pure (psychopathic child) rage i believe you called it. She sees demons n satan in church. The voices tell her to kill herself nonstop on a bad day in solitary confinement or restraint chair, on a good day the voices tell her shes beautiful n loved by me. Her hooker aunt told me her mom went to prison for pimping her infant daughters (my gf), DCS placed her into foster in projects with addicts hookers n pedos who raped her n now pimp her. She has no memory of the worst of those events, but others do. We can no longer visit due to Covid1984, but my best Christmas was spending 6 days in prison with her, playing cards, eating junkfood, hugs n kisses till the guards broke us up, watching dozens of happy kids hug their moms 5 hours straight, never seen that before. Shes spent 9 Christmasses in a cage by age 30. Millions of people have seen her on cable TV XXXXX XXXXX XXXXX XXXXXX XXXXXX. She has not yet done the work you describe. She always gets severe axiety panic attacks every 3 days n runs away from her fear of imminent death, just like she did as a child. She wants us to get married when she gets out, weve tried to live together many times in the past 7 years. She cries that our dates always ends in jails, rehabs, attempted murders, ICUs or psychwards for her, evictions n firings for me. Maybe weve both become stronger, babysteps, maybe it can work this time, by accommodating her disabilities? Shes the most loving polite feminine sweet beautiful woman i ever met, when shes not trying to murder me with a demon voice from the pit of hell. Like Linda Blair in The Exorcist.
My interview with an Exorcist, what Protestants call Annointing Prayers
Another fiance had introduced us by saying we should take care of each other or she will die. She had 12 suicidal ODs, "blue and dead" 1 ER dr wrote. Her daddy blew his head off on fathers day, 2 weeks after she beat him up and told him to hurry up and die of cancer so she can pee on his grave. She lost $650,000 on his life insurance for suicide.
What you said explains many problems we had, with hope for the future, maybe we can even afford the expensive work you describe. 50 drs refused to help her so far, schizophrenia costs $5000 a month to treat with a single injection of antipsychotic, for life, so drs refuse to diagnose it because greedy insurance companies refuse to pay for it, thanks to greedy pharmaceutical companies.
Its been said that all women are crazy, my gfs certainly say it, men just gotta learn how to survive their woman's type of crazy. Haha.
A friend i went to school with became a dr, she excelled at sports, super smart A student, dated the handsomest most athletic students tho she was plain as dirt, parents never divorced, dad an engineer. Years later we had dinner with friends, i said she had the perfect life now, married to a rich dairy farmer, shes director of the ER. She said she never would have graduated without daily therapy in college. Every day she went home from high school, she had to "hide the guns from mommy so mommy dont kill daddy." Now i realize that was probably untreated schizophrenia or MPD from untreated incest, and her dad failed to buy a locking gunsafe, back in the day when Sears catalog sold guns to anyone by mail to display in unlocked glass cabinets.
I always feel privileged to meet my gfs alter personalities, though very frustrating due to my work schedule, just leaving to go to work results in mass vandalism or a murder attempt.
Once I infiltrated a prostitition sexslavery enterprise on Backpage.com to rescue my future wife. I had to do sex with the homicidal drugdealing pedo rapist madam who gangraped her own 5 year old daughter. The madam did testify in court with me to get my future fiance sent to her first of many psychwards, and we got my fiances drugdealer arrested who had nearly murdered her daughter. So we were "friends" by necessity, frenemies in reality. She sold my fiance into sexslavery, she got me evicted and fired, i could have got her arrested but i was busy working, she fled 2,000 miles to escape. Our last night together i got to witness the showdown between her and her prostitute junkie felon daughter, screaming how she remembered every second of her mom holding her down as her stepdad raped her by intercourse, she was 5 years old at the time. Her mom and my fiance fled, as the healing 5 going on 29 year old woman cuddled up to me smiling and slept like a baby. We were evicted the next day. 3 years later Im still paying to fix the legal mess those 3 crazy women caused me, cant even get a federal job til my credit is fixed from their home invasion resulting in my eviction. But it was worth it i guess to see that progress for them, all survivors of incest. It can pass from generation to generation if not addressed. Insanity can be contagious.
Today the pedovore cannibal army seeks the communist overthrow of USA by declaring Civil War and World War 3 on 20 January 2021, we dont really know who will win, its up to the military now, if they fail, it will be up to We The People. This is mortal combat, life or death. Alarm Red. This is not a drill.
Australian Richard Morris, who is pushing to change incest laws in about 60 countries, said he supports the legal push in Manhattan Federal Court and that such behavior between consenting adults “should not be criminalized.”
He and other advocates have launched about 130 petitions, mostly on change.org, seeking to change incest laws around the worldMorris was inspired to fight for those in consenting incestual relationships, he said, after learning about a Scottish case in which a long-separated father and daughter were reunited, started an affair and were then criminally convicted.
Fighting for true “marriage equality” is “the right thing to do, isn’t it?” Morris said.
“It seems to be as unjust as the law that used to imprison gay people, and the law that used to stop people of different races marrying,” he added.
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