Daddys Day Issues



Yesterday my fiance (lol) called to sing happy birthday n email a card, "happy birthday daddy". 

Then she was handcuffed n thrown in the hole in prison, where i put her for stealing my car. Her 12th stolen car, when the voices tell her to or she will die. 8 years in Gulag Amerika for dementia by schizophrenia. 50 drs refused to help her in past 4 years.

Off to yet another psychward, she begged me to move in with her

Her daddy blew his head off on fathers day, after she told him to hurry up n die so she could pee on his grave.

She stole my car an hour after after we parked at her dads house n she sang a rap song about how much he loved her and begged her to quit drugs but she was so mean to him, that he killed himself because she broke his heart. 

I had just picked her up at a psych hospital after yet another suicide attempt. Daddy Issues would be the name of her song. Shes very talented and very insane. 


This week she tatted my name on her hand, with a plastic spork and a needle made from a paperclip, mascara as ink. That was sweet. 80% of the women have HIV in that prison warn the nurses, because the communist governor refuses to give them the HIV cure, hydroxychloroquine zinc, that also cures coronaviruses like common cold, flu and the never-isolated covid19, and cancer as proven by NIH reports


Our visits have been illegally banned 1 year by the covid scamdemic, making her more psychotic by inhuman torture. Even President Trump and his lawyers said that governor is guilty of treason, punished by death penalty. Murika.


Today i commissioned a country music song to tell our tale. Will she live to see it?

Guess shes not getting out on parole now. Russian-owned youtube of course banned n deleted that video of her singing her own original rap song, like YT deleted the President of the United States, Republican members of Congress, 1000s of medical doctors who cured Covid19. Like YT deleted 200 of my vids after 100M views, and deletes all my comments instantly. 




Both my parents were murdered by starvation during covidscam lockdown, by forced overdose of morphine until unable to talk or swallow, denial of medical care like pacemaker battery replacement, no visits allowed though I worked next door to my dad daily, they died alone, funerals banned. 


Go wear your useless slave mask during Civil War, World War 3, communist revolution genocide. President Trump put the military in command during covid1984 election fraud, but will they actually do their job for once? Enjoy the show? Neither of our parents get to see our wedding.


You Can Let Go Now


By Crystal Shawanda

Wind blowing on my face
Sidewalk flying beneath my bike
A five year old's first taste
Of what freedom's really like

He was running right beside me
His hand holding on the seat
I took a deep breath and hollered
As I headed for the street

You can let go now, daddy, you can let go
Oh, I think, I'm ready to do this on my own
It's still a little bit scary but I want you to know
I'll be okay now, daddy, you can let go

I was standing at the altar
Between the two loves of my life
To one, I've been a daughter
To one, I soon would be a wife

When the preacher asked
"Who gives this woman?"
Daddy's eyes filled up with tears
He kept holding tightly to my arm
'Til I whispered in his ear

You can let go now, daddy, you can let go
Oh, I think, I'm ready to do this on my own
It's still feels a little bit scary but I want you to know
I'll be okay now, daddy, you can let go

It was killing me to see the strongest man I ever knew
Wasting away to nothing in that hospital room
You know he's only hanging on for you

That's what the night nurse said
My voice and heart were breaking
As I crawled up in his bed and said

You can let go now, daddy, you can let go
Your little girl is ready to do this on my own
It's gonna be a little bit scary but I want you to know
I'll be okay now, daddy, you can let go, you...


I love you Laycee. God bless. God please protect her in solitary confinement that drives 100% of normal people psychotic. Amen


I also must use tricks from the aove movie, and The Notebook. Schizophrenia is defined as dementia for young people,  it can begin as a toddler, caused by severe childhood trauma






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