The Case of the Missing Fiance

"Have you evar been on the cover of Just Busted News," I asked? "About 50 times," was her tired reply as she climbed in bed. Thats when I knew I shoulda asked that question 5 years sooner. Duoh!

The case of the runaway fiance is solved. Her buddies in prison called me to say selena was talking to her married sugardaddy dealer who was sending her money she used to buy meth (while he was banging her sister, says her sisters bf in prison who is not happy about it), meth is only available from guards during covid19 lockdown. Thats why she beat her cellie severely n got restriction, thats why she tried to get her butch gf beat or killed by black lives matter thug cripps n bloods, thats why she was an asshole to me the final 6 months, thats why she lied about her parole date the last 6 months, because her plan was to get out n fuk her good christian familyman sugardaddy dealer n his good christian drugdealing wife for drugs n deal drugs, rather than marry me n get a free car n free house n visit her kids n protection from jail n medical care for heart disease n brain damage. This is why dealers go to prison, or die like 4 of laycees dealers who attacked me by home invasion, they are a predatory blight on society destroying lives. This fine upstanding rich fat pos dealer with a microdick took her away from a normal life, she has dementia n needs counseling n proper meds for severe mental illness n epilepsy, not illegal drugs to overdose n go more insane imho. Alls fair in love n war, the drug war is no different, except now addicts who survive OD are butchered alive with beating heart cut out of their chest like stephanie for $5M profit per murder contract, 1000s of junkies are murdered by drs for organ harvest every year in usa, zero attempt to revive them, they are forcibly kept in a coma then woke up paralyzed by daterape drugs to chop them up alive, no pain meds nor sedatives allowed. Anyways my fiance called yesterday to tell me to fuk off n stop sending detectives to search for her missing person, they were closing in fast, junkie dealers in a criminal conspiracy riskng 20 years prison dont appreciate that apparently. At least i know shes not murdered, not yet anyways. She said she never wanted me except (clean) in jail, which is funny since i only called her once in 7 years for our first pizza date after she insisted she give me her #, she would call me up to 30 times a day, hangout multiple times a day or sleepover, fuk me 5 hours nonstop just the way she liked it, or travel usa to the beach, or try to live together. So she only wanted me when she was sane, clean n sober, not when insane on drugs, at least not to marry me. Like a dumbass, i kept ditching hot roomies when she called, id literally be in bed with them about to have sex, much better sex in fact, they were not too happy about it. When i bought her a mercedes for xmas, her jealous married pos sugardaddy catfished her on fb to another of my gfs j that she didnt get a mercedes for xmas too, got hold of some secrets, printed them out to give to selenas junkie drugdealing family, thus sending selena with her borderline personality disorder , multiple personalities and tactical blade to my home to give me a big hug n kiss while stabbing me to death. Alls fair in love n drugwar. Enjoy the show. In the meantime im saving so much money, no need to buy selena a free car or house for cash this week, perhaps heather will take advantage of that, no need purchase a big rock nor take selena on a fancy honeymoon after her dream wedding on the beach she planned, cuz a married drugdealer pos wants pussy on the side n keep her in poverty n loneliness n homelessness without income, besides dealing pennies for him to keep her his slave to addiction, risking her death or death sentence in prison. The drug war is a communist illuminati weapon system to overthrow usa so satanic pedophile cannibals can run the prison torture organ harvest adrenochrome industrial complex to manufacture more criminals with mpd n insanity n addictions to riot in the streets in a commie purge of mayhem n murder for white democrat slaveowning politicians. Trump n military are targeting this treasonous system with death penalties approved by supreme court this week during the current civil war world war 3 communist revolution. The only reason selena survived this long is me, she admits, i saved her leg n life by locking her up for domeatic violence on meth that got her daily wound care for staph infection in foot from shooting up, her obsession is stabbing herself 20 times by needle, a common symptom of multiple personality disorder. Her married sugardaddy pos didnt give AF he wud just give her more drugs or abandon her living in a literal gutter. I admit its a relief having her out of my daily life, really too insane to live with as i know all too well, yet we always slept comfy together no matter how big the fight that day, i just laff when she suckerpunches my face. Her drugdealing butch gf is who beat her face severely n sent her to prison, not me. Im the only person in her life who keeps her outa of jail n prison by dealing with addiction cures, who actually ordered her to stop shoplifting she was so surprised by that i was the first person to do that in her life she bragged to her stepdaddy. She was so proud spending time with me that she threw me in the face of her married sugardaddy dealer who charged me so she jumped between us with a smile at her mommas house, she also brandished me to her babydaddies who beat her n tortured her n raped her, they are on the list. Ive never seen anyone clutch a yellow rose so tight. Ive never had anyone hug me so tite, tho laycee cuddles a billion times better. Selena introduced me to laycee by telling us to take care of each other or laycee will die. Laycee now back in prison, no parole cuz vop for stealing my car that selena refused to tell me where laycee parked it cuz i had got selena arrested at traphouse i got raided seized n forfeited for ODing selena n laycee. Same day selena called to call off our engagement (lol) laycee also broke up with me "just like selena" for laffing that she got denied parole cuz of me, id rather laff than cry, laycee does that daily. Do i pull the trigger to buy laycee a conservatorship to keep her alive n free with a normal life? Do i allow selena to be jailed n murdered by pos drugdealers in grace church destroying lives n overthrowing usa? To be continued?

PS: She sold her engagement rings for pennies on the $10 cost, pointless to buy an addict anything else, but even a cheap ring is worth $1M in cash benefits over a lifetime, not counting love n loyalty, just gota believe you are worthy of that. I miss her smile n creepy laff n fake i luv yous, guess i gotta wait till her next trip to jail or prison, in about 6 months. Or just get a free drink at her strip club.

Dr Sam Vaknin PhD is a convicted felon and a diagnosed psychopath

I gave her a Mercedes for xmas, her j married sugardaddy n family made her feel so bad about it that she drove to visit me n just huddled in the corner n didnt speak, then left. She had pawned it to buy heroin that ODed her mom, she was arrested for 2 DUIs as a result n car seized n forfeited 2 weeks later. Her married sugardaddy n junky family could not stand her to succeed with a normal life. Her mom first shot up selena with CIA heroin as a teenager, she got years of weekly counseling for what her mom did to her, its so bad she could never tell me. After her moms death, selena asked me to drive her to her moms abandoned house, where shd prayed to her mom sobbing "im sorry please forgive me." I could hear her because her mom n illegal alien bf had stolen the windows to sell for drugs.

"Ive got a Traumatic Brain Injury with Epilepsy. Im diagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, Multiple Personality Disorder and Schizophrenia with Opiate Abuse Disorder and Methamphetamine Psychosis. Im not crazy, im unique! Hahahahahahaha!"

Selena

Touring USA in my big rig clean n sober

She complained she didnt want to be my "project", but there was no other way for us to be together n survive. I actually enjoyed spending time with 8 of her personalities, each with an important traumatic memory to tell, some were homicidal even the children. Her psychopath alter took over in prison on meth (sold by guards during covid19 ban on visits), as defense mechanism, 3 years for buying $5 sudafed at walgreens n hosting bible home church, with straightjacket, seizures n coma. My exorcism prayer worked, one way or the other.

Our song, she said, the voices command her what to do, sometimes she obeys them

• Selena gave me the best hugs of my life, like she never wanted to let me go, not only in strip clubs